In truth, im grateful for every knife you push deep into my heart
My hope, is that it will make it easier.
You swore high & low that you loved me, i was so convinced you didn’t
so i broke it off & i told you i needed 4 months at least, of zero contact.
& you said you didn’t want it and you said you want me in your life.
& now its 4 months later & next week we’ll be able to speak again.
& now i hear you are going away.
but what does that mean darlin’?
so. i guess that settles that.






